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2012-05-14 10:04 pm
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Ramble Number 4 (Anime & Friendship!)

 Well, as the title says, I am going to talk about anime, in a way.

In March, 18th March to be more specific, I went to my first Anime Convention. I didn't even know they made those here in Portugal so when I heard about it I immediately convinced my brother to come with me. And he did. And we had a great time. I won't go into details but even though the place was small, it was lotsa fun. For the first time in my life, I actually ate ramen. *squeal* It was a lot better tasty than I ever thought it would be. My brother, on the other hand, thought it would be more tasty.

Anyways, I saw lots of cosplayers, some good, some awful. There were four cosplayers which I absolutely loved: Shizuo from Durarara!!!; Creeper from Minecraft (yeah, I know), Sanji from One Piece and some ninja from Sound Village (the ones that appear on the beginning of the anime) from Naruto. The last one was the best and I don't even like Naruto that much.

And, the big surprise there was, I found a guy from my school. How cool is that? He even recognized me (for some random reason). I was really happy knowing that there were other people like me, that liked Anime like me. Because, in a way, I'm a outcast because I don't like the same stuff as people my age from my country do. And, last week, my friend told me someone that also liked Anime wanted to meet me. I think it's the guy I met in the convention but I'm not sure. Then again, I'm beginning to think that it might not be him at all seeing as we've passed each other a lots of times but he hasn't said anything. maybe he's like me, a little shy? Well, I would love to meet people who like Anime in real life.

And, since we are in the subject, I might as well let it out. Despite me always saying that I don't like my classes, I think this one might be my favorite. I got a friend whom we share the same views of life, I found a friend who is also a writer like me (and he really wants to write something with me but I'm out of ideas) and I found another friend who is a hard core gamer, a little like me but he is more hardcore. In a single year I found three people with whom I share my hobbies so I am really happy.

I hope that by the end of the year, I have met that Anime guy and see what we could talk about. : )

EDIT: I finally met him!!! And I love the guy! He's a nice person and he likes the same stuff I do. It's really rare to come by a person like that in my country (well, at least in my school). 

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2012-05-14 09:45 pm
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Ramble Number 3 (Romance!)

 Dear diary, (... *goes and kills herself*)

Just kidding. I'm back after being some days away. I noticed I had a lot of stuff I wanted/needed to write so I decided to do so.

First, I noticed something really important (at least for me). I love writing, watching, seeing, reading, whatever romance but I absolutely despise it when it comes to myself or even in real life (in a way). Whenever I walk through school, I can't help but notice the large amount of couples. Which really grosses me out. I love seeing love but when it's really love and not just the usual 'let's show the others we date'. I mean, from my point of view, they are practically having sex with their clothes on!!! If I want to see two people having sex, I would go to a porn site, thank you very much. But I don't want to and I find it gross. I also hate love when I'm concerned. In other words, romance is a beautiful thing but not when I'm somehow involved.

Why did I suddenly remember this? Because of my friend.

I have a friend that is in love with a boy and the boy is in love with her (I can see that and I don't know him that well). The problem is... they aren't dating. The question is: why? Because she is stupid. I love her to death but I think she is being stupid. She knows he loves him and tells me that she loves him but she refuses to date him, whenever he comes to talk to her, she brushes him off with a cold shower, etc, etc, etc. In other words, she is taking him as granted. And that makes me really mad. I think he is a nice guy and she is doing nothing than seeding hopes to him when she had no intention of dating him! Today I finally asked, why do you do that? And she answer me, because I don't like when he pressures me. He isn't pressuring her, he is just in love with her. If she is really in love with him, she would talk to him about it and not do what she has been doing ever since they know they like each other: taking him for granted. I'm even amazed he hasn't been fed up with her. Well, I'm crossing my fingers so that she finally sees her mistake and they end up together but it's all up to her. I'm just giving a few pushes her and there.

Well, I have some more stuff to say but it has nothing to do with this so I'll write it in my next post.


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2012-05-02 07:26 pm
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Ramble Number 2 (Writing!)

 Okay, it's been a really long time since I wrote something here (... it has only been 3 days...) and I've really been craving to write something.

To be honest, I did write stuff. I tried to start some of the prompts but... well... whenever I started writing, I had other ideas and I ended up writing about 5 prompts at the same time in which the main is probably the least talked about... Okay, this isn't quite right.... There is something wrong... So, I decided to create a set of characters so I can create the stories with each prompts. I was thinking of making each prompt a chapter.

And I've decided to check the NaNoWriMo site to see what they are up to: nothing much, figures! : ) I also passed by the 'Junior Section' (NaNoWriMo Young Writers) main page and I saw something that I really liked. On their homepage, they having something called 'Dare Machine' and, just as the name clues to, it generates a mini-plot for writers to write (pretty much like a prompt). And, what I wanted to say is, loved mine. It's pretty cliche but I already have lots of ideas for this single sentence.

The sentence is: We dare you to write a chapter where your antagonist saves the day and your protagonist's life at the same time.

How cool is that? The antagonist, usually trying to kill the protagonist and 'rule' over the world actually manages to save the day. EPIC! I shall start this sometime tomorrow.

Now, I will go away now because I  need to study Math so I can raise my grade. And I was studying but I needed a small break, which I used to write this.

PS: I'm what you would call, sick as a dog. Yesterday, before I went to bed, I drank one of my daily cups of green tea and then happily went back to my computer. I started surfing through the net while waiting to get tired and then go to bed. But, it was almost 1am and I was still as awake as ever. What happened? I asked myself and then... tea... I am used to drink caffeine-free green tea but I now have to change between a caffeine-free and a biologic one. They are both green though. I completely forgot about one thing... the biologic one has caffeine. And it was about 2 am (I had to get up at 7.30) and I was still moping around my head, trying to fall asleep. And then, as if some kind of 'miracle' *sarcasm*, my throat began to hurt. And I automatically knew I was going to be sick the next day. When I woke up, this morning, my throat was like sh*t (sorry about the language), my head hurt, my alergies decided to get as worse as ever and I was sleeping while standing. Let's just say I want to kill myself right now... *coughs* Stupid cold, alergies, rain, school, endless week and maths test... *sigh* I need my sweet rest...

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2012-04-29 05:59 pm
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Ramble number 1 (began counting now)

Hey there! I've been wondering for awhile if I should start each of my entries with the 'Dear Diary' expression. xP That would be awesome! But I won't do it.

As I said before, somewhere around the last year (...), my mood depends on the music I am currently listening to. At first, I thought it was just coincidence but I noticed that when I'm down and I listen to a cheerful song, I always seem to have a smile on my face. On the other hand, if I'm happy and I listen to a sad song, I am always frowning. *Weirdo here~*

This last week nothing much happened except... *sigh* I got an evaluation and I had an awful grade. What bothered me the most was that I though for sure I was going to have a good grade and then, from almost everything I got wrong,  I still think  that the right answers don't make sense! But this test was made by our government and it was a national one so my teacher had no fault with that. I don't blame her though. She is a nice teacher. She even tried to cheer me up after I got my test. She also said she would do what she could so this test wouldn't lower my final grade that much. In any case, I want to fucking kill my country's government.

And... I feel the need to write this... the new OVA of Ai no Kusabi is OUT!!! *fangirl squeak* I love that series so much it's almost criminal! I remember the first time i saw it (the old one) I skipped almost everything because I didn't like the plot, or the idea of a seme with long hair or a manly uke, and I absolutely hated it. But, sometime later, when my mind actually got grew up, I went back to watch everything and... sweet mother of God! That series has everything really. The only problem is the fact that you need to have an older mind to actually appreciate such masterpiece. It might be the best Yaoi series I have ever seen. Of course, really close to that spot is Maiden Rose (another yaoi series). That one though I prefer the manga. I just wish they continued it. *snif snif* What is it with me and tragic love?!

Now, I should probably go and start study because I have an exam tomorrow. Physics. I love Physics, much better than Chemistry. And the funny thing about that is that everyone seems to think that Chemistry is much better than Physics.

Also (geez, I can't seem to stop rambling when I start...) I decided to do a 100 prompt. challenge. Blame [personal profile] zaifie . She is the one doing them and I am in an urgent need of writing. I decided to use the characters from the original novel I am writing, which I shall post sometime soon enough. I will post the table in my next post.

Okay, last thing: why do people who write automatically consider themselves writers and the best that there is? I mean, come on, I write and I am a writer? I am automatically better than everyone else? NO! Why don't people see that? Also, why do people write 'I am a published author' in hopes of being seen as better than others? Who cares if they are published or something? I bet I never seen one single piece of their story in my whole life. And, what makes them think that if they are published, they are automatically better? They are not. I've seen people who write but don't consider themselves writers nor they have any of their works published that have better stories than most stuff I find published. Being published doesn't mean being the best. It only serves to work up their ego (to some people, of course).

Okay, the end, finished, fim, etc. Should probably go study right now... *too lazy*
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2012-04-22 01:25 pm
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...

 ...hmm... I've certainly disappeared for awhile, didn't I? *sigh* Well, I guess the first thing I should say is: I'm back. : ) The second would be the reason for my sudden return. I noticed, over the time I was out, that I certainly like to write and this journal seems like a nice way to do it. Especially when I re-read everything I wrote and remembered. It give me a certain feeling of accomplishment. Of course it also gave me the need to bang my head against the wall because of how depressed I had been. *bangs head against wall* God, I sounded like an emo!!! I feel embarrassed...

Well, yesterday, it was my birthday and I had an awesome day. : ) And one of this things I found out is that, we don't need to get presents to have fun in our birthday. As far as I remember, this has been my favorite birthday ever and it was also the only one where I didn't receive one single gift. My parents wanted to give me stuff but I told them I didn't want anything. One thing I didn't like was the way my brother treated them. We are kind of fighting each other now but, on my own birthday, he didn't even wish me a happy anniversary. For that reason, because I'm still human, I decided that, in his next birthday, I will ignore him completely. Pretty much like he did with me. Even if we are in good terms. I'll make him pay for what he did to me. I'm a very resentful person, after all.

Also, I decided to post my first original story for the first time. I hope people read it and review it. I'll post it here, someday. When I'm not too lazy. xP

EDIT: Lol, I just found out that this is my first entry for this year. xP 
rhainus: Rain Box (Rain Box)
2011-12-29 03:14 pm
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(no subject)

 It's been awhile ever since the last time I wrote anything. The main reason is most likely my depression. I don't think I have one but I am mere inches away from having one. These last moments haven't been exactly happy.

Ever since Christmas day, I noticed that in my family, no one really cares about Christmas. I am atheist but I like to celebrate Christmas as a day to spend with my family. We do that, but it's nothing happy. Christmas Eve is happier than the Christmas Day itself. While I greet my family with Happy Christmas, no one cares. Really... Not a real thing to be so depressed about but nowadays, people don't care about spending time together as family. I myself admit, I am too shy and socially awkward but I loved the time I spend with my family.

I got my school grades and they were really lousy. It just gives me more will to stop going to school. I don't like my class, I only have two persons there I truly consider my friend, the teachers have their favorites and if you aren't one of them you might as well give up going to their classes, I don't like the area I choose, I don't like anything. I am very pessimist by itself but those things just make me want to give up on living. Unfortunately, I don't have enough courage to commit suicide. But maybe that's a good thing or else I would have killed myself a long time ago. Then again, maybe that would be for the best.

If I could go back, I would have thrown everything away and just gone into an art school. That's my dream but I know my parents would never allow it. After all, to them, I am merely a child who has to be perfect. It makes me really depressed when I see other people my age and younger go out with their friends, have fun with them while I am forced to live as the perfect. Do you know what it is to have a good grade, show it to your parents and instead of a "Congratulations", you receive a "you could have done better"? It's awful! It just makes you want to have F's and more F's!

As if that wasn't enough, I also am now forbidden of being more than 1 hour at the computer from next week forward. It's so awesome, isn't it? 

Because of all that and much more I don't even have the will to write about, I decided to stop writing in here so I guess my last entry will be this one. I just hope next year will be a better year.

PS: Reading this again, it really seems like my life is shit. But I know it isn't and that there are people in worst conditions than mine. I know that but it doesn't stop me from being selfish. We are all human, after all.
rhainus: Christmas 2011 (Christmas 2011)
2011-12-16 03:22 pm
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~Two weeks later~

And so it is almost two weeks since I've said anything. The reason? School, aka the end of the term. It's annoying and crazy and annoying and boring and annoying because it's everything at once. (Yeah, it is annoying.) Finally, Christmas Vacations and I'm happy with that alone. This year has been crazy because there are so many changes and my grades are going really down. Well, no use crying over spilled milk. xP 

Nothing too excited happen these last weeks but we found out that our Philosophy teacher is pregnant. (>.<) It seems she has problems with pregnancies because the first time she was, she ended up having a spontaneous abortion. It's awful because this time she almost had one. And I read something like an intro from a story written by a friend. The story has a lot of potential and even though it's just something like a draft, I was hooked up before I knew it. I'm so looking forward to the story! :D

I guess that's it for the week and stuff. Now it's almost Christmas and I'm jumping with happiness. :D
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2011-12-05 07:10 pm
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... I need to think of titles...

So... I've been busy this past week... Kind of... Busy doing what? Well, trying to control myself in the new Terraria update and trying to study more. The 1st term final exams but I still study as much as I did in the first grade, pretty much nothing. I know, I should study more but I don't have the patient. I can't sit in a chair looking at the same page two hours trying to memorize one single line!!! It's for crazy!!! Well, tomorrow I will have Mathematics test and I will just hope that someone will take me off of my computer so I can study something.

Anyways, I love Terraria. Best game ever! (Lol. I'm a nerd, so yeah...) Other than that, I have nothing else to say. Except, I got the game for only 2.50 euros and believe me, it's way too cheap. And I'm happy, of course. 

Today I started talking with two other classmates and they are awesome, really. I hate all my teachers, except the English one, and I guess that's pretty much it. So now, I'm off to play Terraria and pray.
rhainus: Christmas 2011 (Christmas 2011)
2011-11-28 10:03 pm
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The time of the week

Yeah, it's that time of the week. In case you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about, it's the WEEK(!) not the month. :D Lol. I meant as in time of the week where I write everything I damn want. :D  

Nothing too excited happened the rest of the week, the reason why I didn't write anything, but the weekend was certainly funny. I spend more time with my family and we made our Christmas Tree. I know, it's really early but the next weekends my family will be busy so they won't have time to help me decorating the tree, and for me it's all about decorating with the family. :D

As for today, I got my test English, the official one. And I got a 19,6!!! *~squeal~* Though I still have no idea what the hell the teacher did to my test. And after reviewing my test, I noticed that I had written "basicly" in my test!!! This is so not awesome!!! I mean, seriously? "Basicly"? Even a 1st grade would be able to detect such thing! Well, the word I was thinking of writing was basically so yeah, it went pretty awesome I guess. :D

And now I'm watching Covert Affairs and I'm off to bed. Tomorrow another Portuguese test and I haven't studied anything... *sigh* Me and the internet...
rhainus: Love (Love)
2011-11-24 03:45 pm
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~ihihih~

Hey! I'm back! Again! (omg...) Well, this week has been full of surprises. :D

Today I'm writing because I didn't have school. :D Today was a general strike day (I went to translator to get this word right but I',m still not sure) in my country. When I arrived school, one of my friends told me that the morning classes were cancelled because there was no water! (Lol!) And so I went to the mall with my mother and my mother's friend to get a birthday present for one of their friends. It was a very nice walk, really. :D

When I arrived home, I went to my school's website and there was written that there weren't any classes because there weren't enough teachers. :D Extremely great! I didn't have one single class today so I sure as hell am happy!!!!

Now I'm just going to try and end whatever the hell I am trying to write. After listening to Chivalry from Kagamine Len (I'm a super hardcore fan of Vocaloid, especially the Kagamine twins) and I was inspired to continue my Star Driver fan fiction and add some more twists. I also need to edit some stuff because my writing style changed considerably. 
rhainus: Rain Box (Rain Box)
2011-11-23 09:04 pm
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Weird dream...

Okay so it's not Monday or anything like that but I felt like I had to write something... Yesterday night, I had a very weird dream... I dreamed of my ex-best friend! This is freaky, weird, everything! I searched up the meaning and maybe the dream had something to do with our "break up".

We stopped being friends for a stupid reason but because I feel like he doesn't want me as his friend anymore, I can't go and talk to him... I felt really sad when he said we wouldn't be friends anymore... He changed so much this past months. Just because he admitted to be gay, got himself a boyfriend (even though they are only dating to show the world their sexuality) and then met new people.

We met each other when we were in the same class (6th grade). We never talked very much but in our 8th grade we began to spend more time together and before we knew it, we were best friends. We did everything together, told each other our secrets and we even wrote a story together (I might post it someday and finish it). In our 9th grade, I asked to be changed from my class and we were separated but we still remained best friends. We didn't spend much time together but we were indeed friends and still talked to each other. He was my best friend, the best of the best friends I had ever had. In our 10th grade, this year, we had to change schools but we still are in the same school. Because we choose different study areas, we got separated again. We continued to be friends and talk to each other but while I kept being a loner with my class, he started getting more and more outgoing with them. Suddenly, he told me he got a boyfriend. I was happy with him, really, but I felt that he wasn't really in love with him and that was an awful thing but I never judged him because of that. I supported him all the way. The problem was that he began to spend more time with his class and then we rarely saw each other. And whenever we got together, he would always tell me that I should try to get better with my own class. I was so sick but I didn't say anything. One day, I was going to my class and he started telling me the same stuff. I said my goodbyes and went to class. Later when I found him, I told him I wanted to speak with him but he told me he had nothing to speak. I was sad and started going away but he stopped me and said that he was just kidding. I said that it was okay if he didn't want to speak with me in that moment and when I was going way, he told me that he would never, ever be my friend again... At that time, I felt my chest clench and tears almost made their way to my eyes.

Now, whenever we meet each other, he is always smiling and completely ignores me. I feel broken... he was my best friend... The person that I considered more important in my whole world... Now, he ignores me and talks bad behind my back...

I just want us to be friends again... but I'm afraid... I feel like crying whenever I see you, Sérgio. i just hope we get to be friends again.
rhainus: Coffee (Coffee)
2011-11-22 08:31 pm
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Updating!

 Hey! As I said in the title, I'm updating my last week and the beginning of this one.

First, I decided to start writing my dairy only on Mondays, because I usually don't have anything very urgent to say. To tell you the truth, I started writing yesterday but I did something and the whole post was lost. After writing a lot, but really a lot, and then lose everything just like that, you don't want to write it again so soon so that's what happened to me.

First, last week wasn't anything special except for Friday. I went to the cinema with two of my friends. One of them is in the same school but the other went to another one. But we still are very good friends, even if it's not very noticeable. We went to see Breaking Dawn Part 1, mostly because they wanted to see it. I am not a fan of Twilight but I completely love Jacob, the character. And then after the movie, I fell in love twice as hard. He's so sweet and strong, not to mention a werewolf that only gives him points. :D I liked the movie but the beginning wasn't really my type. The ending, on the other hand, was a lot. :D It was a nice way to spend with my friends. =D

And I officially hate weekends. Why, you ask? Because my parents don't let me alone for 5 minutes. They are always calling me for this or that. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents. My I also like my own alone time to do whatever I damn want. On weekends, when they are not working, it's just plain hell. I don't even consider them weekends anymore!

And I have a new favorite pairing to add to my list! (I guess I will write a list sometime later, maybe even today, so that I have a small idea of what I like/used to like/anything/whatever.) And the pairing is *drum rolls* Steve and Danny from Hawaii 5-O! Yes, they are both males. I am an Yaoi Fangirl, proudly! I mean, I had love the series from as long as I remember but somehow, Sunday when I was seeing a marathon of the series, something inside me flashed and I noticed that their relationship could pretty well be taken to another step. I even started reading fan fictions about them (currently writing one of my own to join the countless list of fictions I started and never ended. I guess I should make another list for this one. :D).

And, finally, the last thing. Today I left school early and went with my classmates home. I was a little afraid of starting to rain and get all wet but I still went. First, it was cold as hell! (10ºC is pretty hot for maybe half the world but in here is pretty cold. We extremely rarely get negative degrees.) Everything was going well, other than the cold and slightly rainy weather, but when I was almost reaching my house, it started raining pretty hard. We took shelter in a building and waited for awhile. Suddenly, I saw a flash and some seconds later I heard a really loud bang sound! I swear I've never been so close to thunder than today! When I head the sound, I was really scared. I didn't know I was so afraid of thunder than today. When I got home, I was wet from head to toe. I went to take a quick shower to warm myself and it must have taken at least 1 hour to calm my heart down. I was so scared... Just hope I will never have to witness something like that. I haven't been so scared in such a long time... I guess I had forgotten what true fear was like...



rhainus: ~Choco~ (~Choco~)
2011-11-14 08:43 pm
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Back!

As I said in the title, I'm Back! (Well I was never gone but let's just forget about that. :D).

I guess I'll start with today because the last days nothing much happened. Today I got my English test! I got a 18,2!!! (in 20 so it's actually pretty good. :D) And I also got my Biology test, in which I got a 14,7 that is also good but not what I was expecting. Well, either way I am extremely happy with English since I mostly learned it from the internet and my brother. Of course there's always the fact that I'm learning the freaking !BASICS! in school so yeah... I guess I shouldn't be too proud of myself. xP Either way, I am happy. But what I am really happier about is the fact that this is the second time that the teacher looks at me like I'm an alien since the people he is expecting the good grades is not me. I think he sees me as an average student. :D So I'm extremely happy when he is like "WTF?" when he grades the tests. :D

On to a different subject, Philosophy. I hate that subject, really, but I have to take it for at least two years. *sigh* The good news is that my teacher seems to be sick or something so she can't come to school. During the last week, I didn't have Philosophy but today we had a new teacher. She is really nice but the problem is that no one takes her seriously. Everyone just laughs and talks like there is no tomorrow. It's funny that in 90 minutes, we only managed to read a text of 3 pages and in all that, we didn't even understand one thing about it! It was a great class, of course the teacher was seconds away of killing us. :D

Another thing I figured out is that my mood depends a lot on the music I am listening. If I'm listening to a calm music, I'm usually smiling but if I hear something sad (OSTs usually do the trick) then I also feel like I should be frowning and glaring at everyone. (LOL.) Yeah, I am weird that way after all. :D 

And so my diet continues... I hate that stupid tea... 1 liter of green tea without caffeine and sugar every day is hell, literally. I just hope this really works because it has been a week and I haven't noticed a single change (not that I am expecting great results in a week but still...). 
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2011-11-08 09:31 pm
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"Psychement"! xP

 Damn! I'm so psyched in writing that I'm completely lost! I have no idea what to write, here that is because nothing out of extraordinary happened today, so I'm completely dry of ideas. xP Even so, I'm going to write something.

Right now, I'm watching Walking Dead but I'm going to try and write something too. My Portuguese test was a success, or at least I think that because it went well, even though I didn't know some answers... Well, I'll see the results later. Meanwhile, I don't have anymore tests until next week! :D I guess I can be happy then. 
rhainus: Rose Jewelry (Rose Jewelry)
2011-11-07 11:41 pm
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Midnight ranting!

 So it's almost midnight, I'm going to wake up at 7 am tomorrow, and I'm still on the computer. Yeah, I will definitely have my eyes closed all the time tomorrow. :D Even though, I wanted to write something more here, so I won't forget half the things I want to say.

So I guess it all starts with Friday. I went to school in the morning but in the evening I went to a nutritionist. Yeah, I think I'm fat. Well, I guess every person thinks that but it never bothered me much. I guess the main reason for that is that every girl in my class is thinner than me, and that makes me feel very self conscious. My mother found out and brought me to the doctor, threatening to take me to a psychiatrist. Hmm, not I didn't want to but I don't want my family to have more trouble with the money because their teenager daughter is having a midlife crisis. xP Well, I went to the doctor and now I'm on a diet! :D I'm so happy! And the good part of it is that, not only I am losing weight, I also am eating stuff I love! Really! I love diet food. ~Weirdo~ xP

And then, the weekend... Nothing happened, really. I started my diet on Sunday, because we were only able to buy everything on that day, and now I'm happily writing here, with a smile on my face. I have to admit that Fia, aka [personal profile] zaifie, was the main reason for me talking here. :D She is a really lovable and sweet person. I hope we get to know each other through time.

And now I'm off to bed, Portuguese test tomorrow and I must say, Portuguese isn't exactly easy...
rhainus: Rose Jewelry (Rose Jewelry)
2011-11-01 06:23 pm
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Beach day!

Just to make myself clear before people start getting suspicious. Yes. it's very cold here but I didn't go to the beach to swim or sun bath. I just went with my doggy to take a walk. I have to be honest, I was kind of tired of being in there for more than an hour. It get's tiring.

Of course my day didn't start that way. I first went to buy my bus pass, because of the new month, then I bought a new keyboard (!!!) which I am using right now, and then I went shopping, grocery shopping.

This was a day off but it wasn't a day I wanted to repeat. I like the beach but not enought to spend the whole day there so I kind of wasted my day off. Tomorrow I will have to get up early, again, but luckily I only have classes until lunch time.

I still need to check if I have finished my homework, and prepare everything for school tomorrow so that I can come to the computer and continue writing. I'm currently writing a Katekyo Hitman Reborn fan fiction, still haven't posted anywhere though. But I will someday.
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2011-11-01 12:06 am
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Halloween?

31st October, last day of the month, Halloween day! I love Halloween, it's a very crazy and nice day! The only problem is that my country doesn't exactly get excited over it. I wished I could celebrate it just like in other countries but that's not possible so nothing I can do. Though if next Halloween I can get a costume, it will definitely be a non-sparkly vampire (>.<) or, more probably, something really creepy though I'm not too sure yet. I still have a full long year to decide. :D

On to more important, kind of, stuff... I'm so tired after a Monday. It's the day I spent the most time at school! It's just crazy and then my last class is the subject I hate the most! Seriously, it all sucks. Not to mention I hate my course and my class. I guess the only thing making me go to school is definitely my parents, or else I would have given up a long time ago.

Of course this day wasn't totally wasted. We received our English grammar test and I found out that I had the best mark of all his classes! I was so happy, and everyone congratulated me. Of course what I loved the most was the teacher's face as I went back to make sure he wrote the right mark. He hadn't expected me, the random girl on his class, to be the best. I'm so freaking happy!!!

Tomorrow will be a day off and I have to get up early so I guess I'll go sleep early, aka 1am. xP

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2011-10-31 11:38 pm
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- I'm back! -

Wow! It's been... almost half a year (!!!) since I've posted anything here! Then I guess I'll start by introducing myself, again, and then writing my reasons for coming back.

My name, or the name I usually go by on the internet, is Rhainus though I'm always changing it. I'm a teenager and a high school student. I'm usually described as a person-who's-always-laughing (didn't notice until someone said it to me), too straightforward (enough to really hurt people without meaning to) and extremely picky (it depends in what but I always point something wrong with a person, an object and even myself!).

I, like every person, have some things I like to do and also have my own problems. I specifically love to write and to listen to music. I am really easily bored and tend to sit all day thinking in what to do. Sometimes, I think I'm suffering from depression but I have no one I can talk about it. 


Well, first of all I didn't intend to come back. but I thought that by telling someone, even if that someone is a virtual site and no one will probably read it, the things I wanted to tell to a person I could call a friend so I decided to come back. I'll mostly use this site to write stuff like my diary, whenever I feel like, and to place my fictions, either original or fan ones. I'll also put everything I want to be recorded of someday.