rhainus | Entries tagged with november

Yeah, it's that time of the week. In case you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about, it's the WEEK(!) not the month. :D Lol. I meant as in time of the week where I write everything I damn want. :D

Nothing too excited happened the rest of the week, the reason why I didn't write anything, but the weekend was certainly funny. I spend more time with my family and we made our Christmas Tree. I know, it's really early but the next weekends my family will be busy so they won't have time to help me decorating the tree, and for me it's all about decorating with the family. :D

As for today, I got my test English, the official one. And I got a 19,6!!! *~squeal~* Though I still have no idea what the hell the teacher did to my test. And after reviewing my test, I noticed that I had written "basicly" in my test!!! This is so not awesome!!! I mean, seriously? "Basicly"? Even a 1st grade would be able to detect such thing! Well, the word I was thinking of writing was basically so yeah, it went pretty awesome I guess. :D

And now I'm watching Covert Affairs and I'm off to bed. Tomorrow another Portuguese test and I haven't studied anything... *sigh* Me and the internet...

Current Mood: cheerful

Hey! I'm back! Again! (omg...) Well, this week has been full of surprises. :D

Today I'm writing because I didn't have school. :D Today was a general strike day (I went to translator to get this word right but I',m still not sure) in my country. When I arrived school, one of my friends told me that the morning classes were cancelled because there was no water! (Lol!) And so I went to the mall with my mother and my mother's friend to get a birthday present for one of their friends. It was a very nice walk, really. :D

When I arrived home, I went to my school's website and there was written that there weren't any classes because there weren't enough teachers. :D Extremely great! I didn't have one single class today so I sure as hell am happy!!!!

Now I'm just going to try and end whatever the hell I am trying to write. After listening to Chivalry from Kagamine Len (I'm a super hardcore fan of Vocaloid, especially the Kagamine twins) and I was inspired to continue my Star Driver fan fiction and add some more twists. I also need to edit some stuff because my writing style changed considerably.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Kamui Gakupo - Zero

Okay so it's not Monday or anything like that but I felt like I had to write something... Yesterday night, I had a very weird dream... I dreamed of my ex-best friend! This is freaky, weird, everything! I searched up the meaning and maybe the dream had something to do with our "break up".

We stopped being friends for a stupid reason but because I feel like he doesn't want me as his friend anymore, I can't go and talk to him... I felt really sad when he said we wouldn't be friends anymore... He changed so much this past months. Just because he admitted to be gay, got himself a boyfriend (even though they are only dating to show the world their sexuality) and then met new people.

We met each other when we were in the same class (6th grade). We never talked very much but in our 8th grade we began to spend more time together and before we knew it, we were best friends. We did everything together, told each other our secrets and we even wrote a story together (I might post it someday and finish it). In our 9th grade, I asked to be changed from my class and we were separated but we still remained best friends. We didn't spend much time together but we were indeed friends and still talked to each other. He was my best friend, the best of the best friends I had ever had. In our 10th grade, this year, we had to change schools but we still are in the same school. Because we choose different study areas, we got separated again. We continued to be friends and talk to each other but while I kept being a loner with my class, he started getting more and more outgoing with them. Suddenly, he told me he got a boyfriend. I was happy with him, really, but I felt that he wasn't really in love with him and that was an awful thing but I never judged him because of that. I supported him all the way. The problem was that he began to spend more time with his class and then we rarely saw each other. And whenever we got together, he would always tell me that I should try to get better with my own class. I was so sick but I didn't say anything. One day, I was going to my class and he started telling me the same stuff. I said my goodbyes and went to class. Later when I found him, I told him I wanted to speak with him but he told me he had nothing to speak. I was sad and started going away but he stopped me and said that he was just kidding. I said that it was okay if he didn't want to speak with me in that moment and when I was going way, he told me that he would never, ever be my friend again... At that time, I felt my chest clench and tears almost made their way to my eyes.

Now, whenever we meet each other, he is always smiling and completely ignores me. I feel broken... he was my best friend... The person that I considered more important in my whole world... Now, he ignores me and talks bad behind my back...

I just want us to be friends again... but I'm afraid... I feel like crying whenever I see you, Sérgio. i just hope we get to be friends again.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Kagamine Len & Rin - Chivalry

Hey! As I said in the title, I'm updating my last week and the beginning of this one.

First, I decided to start writing my dairy only on Mondays, because I usually don't have anything very urgent to say. To tell you the truth, I started writing yesterday but I did something and the whole post was lost. After writing a lot, but really a lot, and then lose everything just like that, you don't want to write it again so soon so that's what happened to me.

First, last week wasn't anything special except for Friday. I went to the cinema with two of my friends. One of them is in the same school but the other went to another one. But we still are very good friends, even if it's not very noticeable. We went to see Breaking Dawn Part 1, mostly because they wanted to see it. I am not a fan of Twilight but I completely love Jacob, the character. And then after the movie, I fell in love twice as hard. He's so sweet and strong, not to mention a werewolf that only gives him points. :D I liked the movie but the beginning wasn't really my type. The ending, on the other hand, was a lot. :D It was a nice way to spend with my friends. =D

And I officially hate weekends. Why, you ask? Because my parents don't let me alone for 5 minutes. They are always calling me for this or that. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents. My I also like my own alone time to do whatever I damn want. On weekends, when they are not working, it's just plain hell. I don't even consider them weekends anymore!

And I have a new favorite pairing to add to my list! (I guess I will write a list sometime later, maybe even today, so that I have a small idea of what I like/used to like/anything/whatever.) And the pairing is *drum rolls* Steve and Danny from Hawaii 5-O! Yes, they are both males. I am an Yaoi Fangirl, proudly! I mean, I had love the series from as long as I remember but somehow, Sunday when I was seeing a marathon of the series, something inside me flashed and I noticed that their relationship could pretty well be taken to another step. I even started reading fan fictions about them (currently writing one of my own to join the countless list of fictions I started and never ended. I guess I should make another list for this one. :D).

And, finally, the last thing. Today I left school early and went with my classmates home. I was a little afraid of starting to rain and get all wet but I still went. First, it was cold as hell! (10ºC is pretty hot for maybe half the world but in here is pretty cold. We extremely rarely get negative degrees.) Everything was going well, other than the cold and slightly rainy weather, but when I was almost reaching my house, it started raining pretty hard. We took shelter in a building and waited for awhile. Suddenly, I saw a flash and some seconds later I heard a really loud bang sound! I swear I've never been so close to thunder than today! When I head the sound, I was really scared. I didn't know I was so afraid of thunder than today. When I got home, I was wet from head to toe. I went to take a quick shower to warm myself and it must have taken at least 1 hour to calm my heart down. I was so scared... Just hope I will never have to witness something like that. I haven't been so scared in such a long time... I guess I had forgotten what true fear was like...

Current Mood: satisfied
Current Music: Hatsune Miku - Nemurase Hime Kara no Okurimono

As I said in the title, I'm Back! (Well I was never gone but let's just forget about that. :D).

I guess I'll start with today because the last days nothing much happened. Today I got my English test! I got a 18,2!!! (in 20 so it's actually pretty good. :D) And I also got my Biology test, in which I got a 14,7 that is also good but not what I was expecting. Well, either way I am extremely happy with English since I mostly learned it from the internet and my brother. Of course there's always the fact that I'm learning the freaking !BASICS! in school so yeah... I guess I shouldn't be too proud of myself. xP Either way, I am happy. But what I am really happier about is the fact that this is the second time that the teacher looks at me like I'm an alien since the people he is expecting the good grades is not me. I think he sees me as an average student. :D So I'm extremely happy when he is like "WTF?" when he grades the tests. :D

On to a different subject, Philosophy. I hate that subject, really, but I have to take it for at least two years. *sigh* The good news is that my teacher seems to be sick or something so she can't come to school. During the last week, I didn't have Philosophy but today we had a new teacher. She is really nice but the problem is that no one takes her seriously. Everyone just laughs and talks like there is no tomorrow. It's funny that in 90 minutes, we only managed to read a text of 3 pages and in all that, we didn't even understand one thing about it! It was a great class, of course the teacher was seconds away of killing us. :D

Another thing I figured out is that my mood depends a lot on the music I am listening. If I'm listening to a calm music, I'm usually smiling but if I hear something sad (OSTs usually do the trick) then I also feel like I should be frowning and glaring at everyone. (LOL.) Yeah, I am weird that way after all. :D

And so my diet continues... I hate that stupid tea... 1 liter of green tea without caffeine and sugar every day is hell, literally. I just hope this really works because it has been a week and I haven't noticed a single change (not that I am expecting great results in a week but still...).

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Len, Kagamine, Kaito and Gakupo - Lovelessxxx

Damn! I'm so psyched in writing that I'm completely lost! I have no idea what to write, here that is because nothing out of extraordinary happened today, so I'm completely dry of ideas. xP Even so, I'm going to write something.

Right now, I'm watching Walking Dead but I'm going to try and write something too. My Portuguese test was a success, or at least I think that because it went well, even though I didn't know some answers... Well, I'll see the results later. Meanwhile, I don't have anymore tests until next week! :D I guess I can be happy then.

Current Mood: excited

So it's almost midnight, I'm going to wake up at 7 am tomorrow, and I'm still on the computer. Yeah, I will definitely have my eyes closed all the time tomorrow. :D Even though, I wanted to write something more here, so I won't forget half the things I want to say.

So I guess it all starts with Friday. I went to school in the morning but in the evening I went to a nutritionist. Yeah, I think I'm fat. Well, I guess every person thinks that but it never bothered me much. I guess the main reason for that is that every girl in my class is thinner than me, and that makes me feel very self conscious. My mother found out and brought me to the doctor, threatening to take me to a psychiatrist. Hmm, not I didn't want to but I don't want my family to have more trouble with the money because their teenager daughter is having a midlife crisis. xP Well, I went to the doctor and now I'm on a diet! :D I'm so happy! And the good part of it is that, not only I am losing weight, I also am eating stuff I love! Really! I love diet food. ~Weirdo~ xP

And then, the weekend... Nothing happened, really. I started my diet on Sunday, because we were only able to buy everything on that day, and now I'm happily writing here, with a smile on my face. I have to admit that Fia, aka

zaifie, was the main reason for me talking here. :D She is a really lovable and sweet person. I hope we get to know each other through time.

And now I'm off to bed, Portuguese test tomorrow and I must say, Portuguese isn't exactly easy...

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim Main Theme

Just to make myself clear before people start getting suspicious. Yes. it's very cold here but I didn't go to the beach to swim or sun bath. I just went with my doggy to take a walk. I have to be honest, I was kind of tired of being in there for more than an hour. It get's tiring.

Of course my day didn't start that way. I first went to buy my bus pass, because of the new month, then I bought a new keyboard (!!!) which I am using right now, and then I went shopping, grocery shopping.

This was a day off but it wasn't a day I wanted to repeat. I like the beach but not enought to spend the whole day there so I kind of wasted my day off. Tomorrow I will have to get up early, again, but luckily I only have classes until lunch time.

I still need to check if I have finished my homework, and prepare everything for school tomorrow so that I can come to the computer and continue writing. I'm currently writing a Katekyo Hitman Reborn fan fiction, still haven't posted anywhere though. But I will someday.